Talked to D today over some texts. He's coming to visit me in a week. I'm nervous/excited to see him, because I literally haven't seen him in five years. The fact that he still talks to me baffles me. He wants things to happen with us but I'm scared to let them happen. He works under very dangerous conditions and lives his life on the dangerous side, nothing super bad, but enough where he could die, that freaks me out, especially when he loves to remind me. I'm afraid I won't live up to his expectations. This is like A all over again. D says he's not going to be like the other guys and run away. That's a big deal to say, but I've heard it before. It's nothing new. They say they'll be there forever, and then BAM! gone.
Saw B today, he gave me butterflies, we were at the movies with some friends. I wish we could have talked more, but he had to leave. =[
A had dropped off the face of the planet, which is fine, except he owes me money and I need any I can get, I hate it when things get tight.
It's just weird.
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